Remember myself

"This work of awareness, called here self-remembering, is the principal instrument by means of which man may accumulate the force necessary for the eventual manifestation in himself of the properties of will, creative intelligence, conscience, and the power to love."

"The nearly insoluble difficulty in which man finds himself—his prison of lies, fears, and self-deception, his state of sleep, and the need for him to begin the long and difficult work of awakening to himself and of developing in himself the powers and functions which are proper to man."

G. I. Gurdjieef 

I want to be fully awake, to overcome mechanicalness, to observe what I do constantly, to remember myself, so that I might be fully responsible for my actions.